LOVE 2
Monday, February 25, 2008
7:07 PM
okie back to the topic on love. can anybody actually teach you how to love. i came across this book on 'How to make love work'. i mean seriously can someone actually guide you. the only person i know who can is God himself. tips from random people here there is fine. nobody can actually tell you what to do. also love is unpredictable. whenever you say 'He and i can never be together' guess what there is always a possibility. also just when you think you and your partner will grow old together. you split. just like my parents. i thought i belonged to a happy perfect family. but my mum was putting of a strong front all for the sake of bro and me. love was no longer what she felt for my dad. and i guess vice versa. otherwise my dad would not have done such dumb things. things came to a point where it was unbearable for my mother so. divorce was the best solution. and i truly think my mum does not deserve to be treated the way my dad treated her. so my happy family was shattered just like that. i always thought it happened on drama serials. for once it seemed so damn real. in a blink of an eye. it has been 3 long and painful years. see the trouble with love. so why do people still fall in love. if you ask me now. i would be apprehensive. cause of my parents bad example. my bad experiences with boys. my bros bad experience with girls. to me. i no longer believe in true love. those emotions you suppose to feel all seem so surreal. but i still want a manfriend. i don't want to be left on the shelf and spend the rest of my life alone. cause honestly who doesn't want to be loved.

love aside. now studies. looks like im not going into sajc. not that i want to question Gods work but i really dunno where is he leading me to or rather i cant read his signals. and this sucks big time cause i want to do whatever he tells me to. i don't want to act on my own accord and follow my own dream. it's his that i am after. but i was so uber confident of getting into sajc. but time and time again God lets me doan. okie fine that was the wrong way to put it but thats exactly how i feel. so im not going to sajc. im cool with that. but definitely sparked off alot of 'why' in my head. now i can only 走一步算一步(not sure if i am right but at least i know what it means). wherever im going im convinced God has a great plan for me. i have learn to trust in the Lord. cause faith like a mustard seed can move mountains. although many at times i held alot of faith God did not move the mountain. im sure in his time he will. so probably its srjc for me (that is if i can go in)

come to think of it sa ain't that great. HA!
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