Monday, April 7, 2008
6:31 AM
busy, stressed, pissed. these practically sums up my current emotions. with so many things in my hands, im really up to my neck. jy does his part but i need more dedication in his work. leaving me to do all the dirty job is just really unfair to me. especially when i have training and the list has to be handed up on the day itself. but i really thank god for this opportunity. it teaches me to manage my time well. juggle all my responsibilities. instead of being a nobody like how i was in secondary school which i am so sick of. i want to contribute and im glad that im fulfilling that now. this stress is more of the prediction of life in future. when i have a job, im sure i will be much busier and much more stressed. despite all these crappy stuff, im currently doing not-so-bad in my studies. i consider it good enough since all the essays were all my first tries. so i really give thanks for my test results and that my head would not swell and continue to work hard!!! i know i can do it!!!

pe was a killer 15 rounds around the track that is like 6 km in an hour or less. i guess it is suppose to be peanuts to a canoeist as how ms ng would put it. and seriously it was actually fine. since i had my AHEM as my motivation. haha. right after pe rushed to cafe and settle the work i had to handle as house captain. handed everything to cherish and sprinted off for training. i nearly died during training. as in seriously. we had to do 2o sets of 3 of our max in gym. which is super uber tough. rowing, squats, bench press, let's pull it, twisting and some unknown exercise. my wrist was hurting and my arms had no strength in them at all. totally bushed. cheryl is really strong not chaim but my senior (i would pay big bucks to see cheryl chiam do those exercise, no offence my dear). after gym we did circuits. puchups, crunches,jumping jacks and burpies!! 3 rounds around track jog and sprint. do you know how crazy that is!!! was totally weak due to stress and i started to get breathless. i couldnt catch my breathe fast enough and i was gasping for air. started to tear abit. haha. cuz i thought i was going to die (okie im exaggerating). i knew i wasn;t going to die. but i was really tired. but i did everything!!! WOW!! proud of myself for that. after circuits. had uber short gossip session on teacher and we went to do chin ups. haha. i did 10!!! and of course with assistance. im far from doing one on my own. it sounds really pathetic but its tough okie. im trying my best though!!! love my canoeing mates. they changed my mood to happy, relaxed, yet tired. haha. walked witb dud and marc instead of the usual cuz they are just way too slow!!! so crapped with them all the way. marc and ms guo started to attack me!! just you wait arh marc. when i start taking same bus as you.. MUAHAHAHAHA! you die!!

so now im home. all clean, fresh, still tired and HUNGRY!!!!

don't you feel tired. you have been running through my head the entire day.

i really have to stop liking you cuz its so illegal. but...

ANYWAY.. im officially depressed cuz my mp3 player cannot on!! BOOHOOHOO!!!
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