Thursday, April 10, 2008
6:35 AM
im really exhausted, drained. on the verge of giving up. but thanks to my favourite group of friends and ahem, im pushing myself beyond my limit. my friends know im tired and i need real rest. long time since i receive so much care from people. family is screwed. mum is unhappy that bro and i are so busy and the fact that we are moving in 2 weeks time. actually im suppose to be at my grannies by now but i keep delaying. time is just not on my side. bro is slacking like shit. im not going to comment on the fact that he is attached in fact im happy for him but i seriously think he has to set his priorities right. anyhows. im on the brink of going crazy with the useless jy as my assistant and the absence of a secretary. i think im going to raise the white flag soon. school work is piling up. pw is officially my most hated. gp is a waste of time where you are actually debating with yourself. hist is interesting but the memorising part just sucks. econs is way too technical and i think cuz of her pregnancy she has not been a good mood. chem is alright with shithead around. its fine. surprised by his intelligence!!! haha. ms G is back. i love her so much. lit lessons are never ever boring with her around. red riding hood is the horniest fairytale alive!! litty students studying that in debt would know. hilarious lit lesson today!!!

another reason why im uber upset is because of sarah!!! i love yoou yet hate you cuz you are leaving me!!! how can you do this to me. i will really really miss you. you MUST come back to visit. you mean alot to me. reading your letter makes me cry. even though i read it over again. the sadness and the fact that you are leaving makes me cry. will miss times spent with you during break. during lessons and in fact all the time. im about to tear already but controlling. you see how much you mean to me. dfs is broken due to you!!!! thank god i still have fee. haha. you will always be remembered never forgotten. i love you from the bottom of my bright red bloody heart!!!!

although im up to my neck. something tells me not to let all these responsibilities go. so im hanging. for my friends and myself. and maybe God.

loving more day by day. its a feeling beyond my control. as much as i said i would forget how i feel towards you. the feeling in me just grows. today is a great day. haha. but im not bringing my hope too high up. cause i know the disappointment would be much greater.
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