Sunday, April 20, 2008
12:51 AM
life is pretty screwed up for me. first im no longer regular in going church. only pull factor is my responsibility in the sports event. other than that i have totally lost my interest. i know this is really bad. and to make things worst im not even trying to make things better. giving myself the excuse that im busy and time is always not on my side. but i do know know that i will never have time till i set it aside. discipline. thats what i lack and thats the cause of why im drifting away. im sure its normal for every christian and i need to get back on track soon before i stray totally. not that i have turned rebellious and what not but i just feel i dont need him in my life when i obviously do. Dear Lord, stay by my side, in my daily needs, please be my guide, grant me your grace , for this i pray, to carry on my work from day to day.

secondly. im so not prepared for tomorrow. 1000 pumping. dont ask why.

thirdly. i miss cheryl.

alot is going through in my mind now. juggling between work and play is just not easy. not like im doing uber well in jc. i can tell im just to slack. while others are mugging. im not. my priorities are all screwed. i really just wanna get away. ease my mind off all these crap. my brains all clogged up with stuff. i need rest. which can only be found through the Lord. but somehow i just want to stay the way i am. contradicting huh. a typical lit student that cannot be sure of how she is feeling.

time time time.

played mahjong with scallop, jon and jason. like finally! had loads of fun at gregs with my mates. though greg was uber busy entertaining his class mates as well. we all had a fun time ransacking his wardrobe and emo-ing at the attic. also thanks to sean the straw for lunch/tea. haha. and your please be wary of your sam friend. he is highly dangerous. whatever it is im glad i went out with you for lunch. apologies to canoeing mates for not going cca and church mates for missing out on ya.

i need to study. i need to rest. i need you.
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