Tuesday, July 22, 2008
9:34 AM
pl musical was in a word, FANTASTIC!! by far the school production ever. compared to sr, pl's musical is really a million or rather a zillion times better. good job girls!! i was minutes away from missing the musical. competition was delayed due to the heavy downpour. in the end only races 40 to 43 were to be continued for the day, the rest of the races were postponed to sunday. my race happened to be race 41. i totally screwed it up. lets not talk about it anymore. after that big disappointment, i totally forget i had to rush home. so i ended up being extremely late. as usual. li li, thanks for getting the tickets for me. i know i know, i still owe you $$. dont worry. im moving back to hougang. so its easier to meet up with you my dear :)
i realised this. everytime you wanna end your life, God wouldnt let you. he would purposely let your live, so as to suffer on earth. making ourlives much much much more miserable so that we all can turn to him, our comforter. but i really feel like my faith is gone, vanished into thin air. the passions gone, the fire is no longer burning. i dont want this to be permanent. but looking at the way things are, it seems like there is no turning back. im really tempted to just end everything. once and for all. studies, life in general. cuz we all live to die. new motto. haa. no motivation to study. probably only you. sigh. taking things one step at a time. hanging on. its not easy. cuz letting everything and being a coward just seems so much easier.
heal me, im heartsick-
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