Saturday, September 27, 2008
10:15 AM
amazing how people can really pick themselves up after a fall and just keep going. maybe im just wallowing in self pity. its time to move on. the little girl who used to have everything doesnt exist anymore, wake up and face reality. i cant have everything i want in this world and i cant expect things to always go my way. time to grow up. =)

alrighties. today was a not so fruitful day. my bro dumped me at bugis. decided not to go nlb. firstly, lazy to walk under the scorching sun. secondly, i might just freeze in nlb. so 'studied' at starbucks. a pair of gays were in front of me. major distraction. too touchy for two guys. i couldnt help but stare. thats not the end. met two trans. i mean seriously. no women on this earth can have such firm boobs. its like, indescribable till you see for yourself. and se was wearing a top that was way way way too revealing. i mean it was just covering her nippies. just a tiny movement and her nippies can be seen. omg. it was unbearable. decided to backface them. haha. way too disturbing. i felt stupid crying at starbucks. but i was really upset.

met up with cheryl and gang. and finally meet zac after a zillion years. i knda miss him, but not in that way, so no. great to spend a day with all of them squeezing in lei yi's mini cooper. okie, so we went to a wake. what a place to bond. but im glad i met up with them. thanks cher, dori and zac for listening to me rattle and knew that something was not right the second i was on the phone with them. i guess old friends know best. tuesday. i promise. i cant wait!! =D

even uncle dan says history is a tough subject and even wondered why i even take it up. haha. if not for history i would be playing my ass off now. but then again. with who? haha. oh well. its not like i hate history. i just hate studying it. i hate being tested o it. its fun and interesting to read for leisure. but not for an exam. i guess i hate being under pressure. but then again, who likes being pressurized. here's the irony, i enjoy studying. it keeps me occupied and allows me to learn new stuff all at the same time. i tend to think, a little bit too much and too detailed. that it gets on the nerves of everyone around me. i know that but i mean what else can i do but think when im alone and bored. i need a life.

they say fights, quarrels and disputes are normal. and i guess and hope they are.

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours


simpy love reese's peanut butter cup. yum yum.
will be the happiest girl if you get me one. =)

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