Tuesday, September 2, 2008
9:12 AMstress. is that what everybody is feeling now. funny thing is, im not feeling that stressed. i am but not on the verge of going crazy. but i really do wanna do well and promote. i just get fed up when i dont have the motivation to mug while hh is so diligent in doing his revision. it makes me feel crappy. i need to put in triple the effort if i wanna promote. so if i wanna ace my subjects, i shouldnt be allowed to sleep, eat or shit. so yes, i know im the sort who really needs to put in extra hardwork to achieve what i want and the irony is, im not one who likes to push myself and self motivate. fact is i really need the encouragement and people telling me im doing great and just hang on. that kinda bull crap. i like doing that to others, in hope of others doing the same back to me. but i guess everybody is too stressed out to care bout anyone else.
anyhoos, wall-e was shockingly good. i must admit. haha. its kinda cool for a show with not much talking. maybe just a teeny tiny bit. but it was good. (: the person i watched with was fantastic. (:
caught wall-e at 5 in amk hub. snacked and headedback to braddell to study till around 9. sit around and watched teevee and only got down to showering at 12 am. with my hair still wet and eyes still wide awake, here i am. i should be packing my bag for a long day tomorrow and hitting the sheets, but i dont know why, i just cant sleep. brain still thinking. thinking bout stuff that i shouldnt be thinkng of. thinking and reading too much into things, viewing things my way, which is most of the time wrong. i like to think the worst of things yet trying to find a positive side. confusing? i know. i guess i know why my panda eyes never disappear. its as good as permanent.
hmmm. random topic. actually asians are pretty. maybe just not singaporeans. we look weird. vietnamese girls an be pretty. thai girls can be hot. singapore girls are just so, yawn, boring. we dont look exotic. some people on this little red dot may be slightly prettier than others and even so its just a small percentage. they have the safe pretty look. nice nose, big eyes, blah blah. anway whats with all the fuss with pretty girls. beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder and beauty, to be honest, doesnt last. wrinkles will still creep out, your boobs will sag, your skin will sag. and we will all just die. chillax, im not emo. just stating the fact. men live to die. unless someone can tell me what is our goal on earth. to make it rich? so what happens if im rich and i die tomorrow. where does all those kachings go? with me in my coffin? no right. so making big bucks cant be the reason why we are on earth. to find love, okie so what if i have found mr right (no offence, dear)? i cant bring him to my grave and he cant bring me to his either. so similarly, not the reason to live. but maybe to love is the reason why we are on earth. hmm. okie. this is brain wrecking and so friggin gp. talking bout gp, half the class ponned. seriously, no comments. its a03 you are talking about.
ohh forgot to talk bout teachers day. went back to pl. found it really boring. dont think i will be going back there again. its just a chance for me to see my friends, which i dont have many, and my juniors who would have chionged home or pon school. which proves that its pretty much a waste of time going back there. plus i went back seeing the teachers with no gift or whatsoever. kinda embarassing, cuz pl teachers are just there to teach. unlike sr, where teachers can be your friend yet with a limit. oh whatever. it was really great seeing drus and chery and rach again. all of us have changed, thats for sure. i miss those times, but we all have to move on. ):
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