Sunday, October 19, 2008
9:44 AM
boyfriend got into a accident. exact details are on his blog. summary is here, he banged into a car and suffered multiple cuts across his precious face, chest and shoulder. i didnt visit him today as it was my grandma's birthday celebration. although i was suppose to in the morning, but i couldnt wake up. im so so sorry my dear. but at least you had company. YOU, bettere take care and rest more. you only have 3 days to recuperate. so make full use of it. you know what you can eat and what you cant so, what you can do and what you cant, so be a good boy. until i see you, which is tomorrow, my heart will never be at ease. and even if i have seen you, i would still be damn bloody worried bout you. so please please take care of yourself and dont let history repeat itself okie! im sorry for everything. =/

grandma's party was insane. 22 people cramped into a 2-room flat. no joke. it felt like we were in a sauna room, seriously. we usually have dinner outside but this year we decided to keep it indoors. haha. budget abit. so the easiet solution, POTLUCK!! just with two people from the family missing. my cousin, who is in australia and my bro, who is in ns. overall the party was kinda boring cuz all i could do was eat and watch tv. my cousin and i craved for ice cream so we intended to go mac and satisfy our craving but we procrastinated and therefore, we didnt have our ice cream. so the party ended relatively early cuz my uncles and aunties all stay pretty far away and tomorrow is monday!! so we all got work and school. so yeap. that was the end of a very hot day.

i miss my brother. i cant believe i just said that but i do. i miss having random chats about life with him. i miss him making random noises and strumming his guitar and singing through te night. i admit it can get quite annoying. but now the house is so quiet. i miss my brother and the worst part is, i wont be able to see him when he is back. that sucks big big time!

im seriously dreading the penang trip. i dont wanna go. but its too late to back out. im not in the mood for a holiday although in dire need of one. but to me, i have other priorities that i wanna take care of. so even if i were to go to penang, my mind wouldnt be at ease. but oh, there is nothing i can do, the trips been confirmed. all i can do is try, emphasis on try, to enjoy. =)

on saturday, i spent my entire day in school doing pw. it was horrid but my day ended well. i met my beloved boyfriend for dinner after his gym session with his friends. while i was eating he had no appetite. but after i finished my meal, he started to feel hungry and boght himself a plate of char kway teow. haha. funny fellow. anyway, wh and jw were around the corner and its just a matter of time they will be together. im not that close to them, so i cant comment anything much. but i think they will make a cute couple. haha. went to clear his room after dinner. boy was his a room a mess. seriously, if my mum were to step into his room, she is bound to flip! haha. but oh well, i was more than happy to clean up his room for him. =D after that he held my hand and cycle at the same time, aww so sweet. i asked him to hold on to the handle instead but he said he wanted to hold my hand and his grip just got tighter. i like that feeling, the 'he-will-never-let-me-go' kinda feeling. haha. and after i left did the accident happen.

i'll never let you go,
you're always on my mind.
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