Tuesday, October 14, 2008
9:37 PM
hi world. i got back my results. one word, shit. im caught in the middle. im not good enough to promote yet i have a chance to advance. but i refuse to think about my fate. whats done is done. no point crying over spilled milk. whether i did my best or not, or i could have done better or whatever. IT"S OVER! i just have to accept and move on. if anybody were to be blamed. i only can put the blame on myself.

i hate failures. it makes me feel like loser. and bernard tan, failing may not be a big deal. but that was in your era. where C's and D's could give you a place in the uni. however, times have changed. everyone is friggin competetive. and that sucks big time. cuz to me i feel that results does not prove a persons intelligence. person A can get all straight A's but if person A does not know how to use whatever shit he has memorised into real life situations. his A's are therefore, useless. so person B can have U's and S's, but he is smart if he can handle and solve the situations he faces when he is out of school. so you see, results and grades arent everything. but the world is screwed, so damn bloody materialistic. and all that the new and suffering generation can do is, DEAL WITH IT!

i remember playing a song on the piano called, money cant make you a king. or something along that line. let me try remembering the lyrics (cuz obviously you cant find it on the net). being a poor kid, i liked that song. haa.

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okie. its too long ago and i really cant remember a single line. but the moral of the song is money ain't everything! i hate to admit it but money is everything. even if you have a dollar in you pocket. all you can probably buy is 3 packets of tissue from the lady in the wheelchair. so yes. money is almost everything. and somehow having money (not necessarily rich, but financially stable) will make people happy right. as much as you use the cliche comparison of a poor but bonded family to a rich but seperated family, i mean who will be happy if you cant even pay off the bills and you owe shitloads of money. please dont bullshit and tell me you will be happy. yes, you got family but hey who can fight the government. you dont pay, they wont help, so you go bankrupt, the end. ohhh, do you know when you are bankrupt you cant take a cab cuz its considered a luxury. wtf. you cant buy a house, you cant do this, you cant do that. cuz the priority is to pay off everything. so much for being happy.

enough of the rattling. it doesn't change anything anyway. went to sherlene's house on a friday after training, 10 oct 2008. haa. had a jolly good time. times like these are best remembered and not described on a blog. cuz it would just sound like 'what i did today' kinda post. so im just gonna say, i love my canoeing mates and ms ng is not a teacher. haa. i really thank god for the friends i have in jc. =) oh WARNING! please dont waste your money and watch burn after reading. its a 'wtf' kinda movie. i dont know if its a comedy or a serious kinda show. its damn damn damn, indescribably dumb movie. hh and i were super tempted to sleep during the movie but i keep telling myself its not very nice if the cleaners had to wake us up when the movie ends. so we watched the entire movie. unsure of what was going on half the time. and the movie ended, we just stared at one another and went 'wtf!'. haha. i love hh. okie that was random. oh and so much for being a no. 1 box office hit. my ass! urrgggh, terrible.

im too weak to go school today. my right hand is hurting like mad cuz, hh would know why. so im decided not to go to school. but the sucky thing is, i have to produce a friggin mc. can i rattle a little more. why do we need a mc. i think the school should allow us like 10 days of school leave without having to produce a mc or parents letter. just like work. i didnt ask for much, just 10 days, anytime of the year. they seriously should consider. but i know thats NEVER going to happen. its singapore. okie, to sum things up. i had a huge quarrel with my mummy. things went terribly wrong. i mean my mummy didnt go work. its serious right? but all is well now. my mummy said the quarrel was a blessing in disguise cuz we manage to thrash things out instead of sweping it under the carpet. so yes, i love my mummy. oh and i have the cutest grandma ever. =) despite the language barrier, we still understand one another. so thats about it. have to go and get a friggin mc soon. polyclinics are so darn crowded. maybe they should just have a cheap clinic for students in every district. haa. but i guess it would be crowded too. cuz everybody would just pon school. haa!

okie. a too wordy post. lazy upload pictures. thats all. goodbye world.


"stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball"
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