And so you sailed away, into the grey sky morning

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had

i really wish that i can be able to take the re-test. cuz i want to see my capability. if i really am that dumb. i know its abit kiasu to start studying now. but i rather start now. just in case i am able to take the re-test. if not, i'll just take it as a form of revision. cuz i wanna stop failing. i hate it when people say, "youre actually very smart," i'll just see for myself. cuz if i fail the re-test. it just proves that im dumb, literally. sick of failing. i want to succeed, for once. so yes. i wanna do well, i believe i can do it but im really afraid i'll be disappointed at the end of the day. cuz the feeling sucks.

the past few days has been happy yet sad. i have not really seen or chat with hh for quite some time. but i understand, all thanks to pw. at least i had best buds company, i have not seen such a extremely crappy. but in any case he genuinely made me smile, thanks best bud.

somehow im no longer looking forward to nest week's trip to penang anymore. i dont know why. i wanna go to the night safari. the halloween horrow thingy ends on 1 nov. so i wanna go before it ends! but honestly, i doubt anyone is free to go with me and so loser and scary to go on my own. so oh well. =( back to my penang trip. i just lost the mood. the shopping doesnt entice me anymore. now my mind is full of worries and my heart aches cuz maybe i miss someone abit too much. but thats just a one sided thing. cuz the person is busy, well, so am i. i want to be happy.

extremely hungry. but whatever, back to pw.

i miss you like crazy