Saturday, November 22, 2008
8:33 AMI got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings shown
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
i mean seriously, the first song that played on my ipod. rub it in, rub it in. my worst nightmare has come true. it just proves how fragile love can be. but im glad for my friends and my beloved mother who showed selfless support, care and understanding.
theres so much i need to rant but nobody deserves to listen to me rant. so i got in written in my great big blue book of secrets. which now, only i have access to it. :) i'll move on, but i'll need time. (everything revolves around time, piss me off)
i really love my mummy. i expected her to nag at me and all but all she did was hug me, real tight. mothers are really the worlds greatest. haha.
i shall end with a, sigh.
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