Saturday, November 29, 2008
6:43 AM
didnt cycle in the end today. i really wanted very much to cycle though. today was a pretty boring day for me. and its the day which i just remember everything. and i tried my hardest to fight back those tears that keep flowing. its harder than i thought. 

There is an appointed time for everything.
A time to give birth, and a time to die
A time to plant, and a time to uproot what is planted
A time to kill, and a time to heal 
A time to tear down, and a time to build up.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh 
A time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A time to throw stones, and a time to gather stones
A time to embrace, and a time to shun embracing.
A time to search, and a time to give up as lost 
A time to keep, and a time to throw away.
A time to tear apart, and a time to sew together
A time to be silent, and a time to speak.
A time to love, and a time to hate
A time for war, and a time for peace.

i know theres a time for everything. but certain things just happen at the wrong time. leaving me no time to understand and heal from it. on the surface things may seem alright. but deep down inside i know im hurting. and i know its gonna take a long while for this wound to heal. cuz everywhere i go, this wound reopens. im glad you have your friends with you, and im glad i have mine too. but seriously, nothing beats whatever ive been through with you. but no worries my friends, i'll be fine. but all i need is time.

having a ugly rash on my arm. it is extremely itchy, so i scratched. normal reaction. my whole arem turned red with little ugly dots and swelled. haha. so till now im still scratching cuz its really itchy. met up with my dad today. as much as i miss my father sometimes, i dread meeting up with him. cuz he nags non stop about the same thing! he keep telling me bout this 18 year old girl who is getting married cuz she is pregnant. blah blah. from dinner all the way till we boarded the bus. talking about scary abortion can be. abortion is not scary, its just traumatic. but whoever gets pregnant deserves it. who ask you so stupid to have sex with a guy without protection. so just deal with the trauma lah. live with the guilt of killing a life. nobody can understand how you feel. no offence to those who have been through it. just move on. :) so yea. the topic that is always discussed during meet ups with my dad.  

im going to be a filial daughter and satisfy my mums cravings for fries. 


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