Tuesday, November 18, 2008
8:41 AM
finally changed my blogskin. but sorry soon, the words ain't any bigger. haha. by the way, to the handful who read my blog, this works only on chrome and not mozilla. so move on. haha. although the change of blogskin is not a very big deal. but somehow, im really happy now. maybe because the old skin makes me sad. somehow. :)

talking to jan recently reminds me of the embarassing times back in secondary school days. my free china purse, rebellious acts against the excos, blah blah. though i can be considered s geek of the school, no short skirts, whatever. i was indeed happy. the company i had, although all girls, was GREAT fun. i miss those times. back then my friends, somehow, were more available, to spend time with me. now although, no doubt its fun, im still feeling empty. its missing those hysterical laughters and lovely hugs from drus, cher, rol, jan.c, shar(i never hugged you but still), char, jan.y, and just those whom im generally closer to. i miss you people, hell lots. we all have moved on and grown up. but once in a while, im reminded of those times i had in secondary school. where prom was no biggy, and being cool wasn't everything. everything just seems different now, very different.

i mean, i realy thank god for the friends i have in jc now. they are a crazy bunch that never fail to make my day, even when im feeling down, its just so damn hard not to laugh or smile when they are around. but the innocence is gone. haha. but whatever it is, im glad and should be happy at where i am now, and the many second-chances that were given to me. be it in studies, or what not. i appreciate and love those who stay by my side in my down times and up times, you know who you are (i think), you girls and boys are the best, best i will ever have!

happy that re exams are FINALLY over, it seemed like eternity. but somehow, not that happy. cuz i dont have a series of activities to keep me occupied (im so envious). its not like i dont wanna have friends. but im more selective with who i wanna go out with and even though im free, some are not. for instance, sarah. i miss this girl badly and have not fully forgiven here for abandoning me in sr. although we only interacted for a few months. but sarah was someone that would really listen to my rubbish. i love you babe! so, i got to see you SOON! haha. i need to hang out with dori and cher soon. life is so boring without them, i swear. sherlene soon is my happy pill, im starting to look forward to chiangmai again, its this wonderful girl that makes the negative always seem positive. and omg, the girls are inproving while im like stagnant or worse, deproving! their all so zai and steady now! especially jq, wah lao eh! yy, is a bloody faker, she is pretty fast still complain complain complain, hello look at me!! i need to buck up!! then again, i got to cross one huge obstacle, my mum, who is currently against me going for nationals. im not going to probe bout it now, just leave it hanging and continue to go for trainings.

okie, i got a habit of just blabbering on how i feel, which is redundant info to all. haha. i'll promise pictures to brighthen up your day soon, very soon. as soon as soon sends me the pictures from donkey years ago.

you no longer say those 3 words. :(
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