Tuesday, November 25, 2008
7:15 AMStill waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
And the way that your by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday
I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
was on topic of 'men are bastards' with my family. ironically my uncles and male cousins are there. haha. shall not talk to much about that. but to me, honestly, even though i just lost someone i held so dear to my heart, men are not bastards. :)
the situation in chiangmai is bad bad bad. flights are all stopped. hopefully, crossing my fingers, everything will be fine by saturday. i dont see the rationale behind the mess, but whatever, i just went my trip. the only thing that im looking forward to now. i think i would have felt worst if i packed my bag already. haha. soon, poor you.
so my new class is 2A03. :( im not exactly in the mood of making new friends. but oh well, im sure things will be fine. cuz its not as bad as yy. i mean she is like in the same class as her husband and her new scandal. all the best yy, im always here. whenever we have the same break, you can find the cool me! haha. el and fee are in A02. really depressed bout it, but what can i do. life goes on. :(
okie, damn it. im a ohl and i cant excape from it. one word to describe today's meeting, AWKWARD! fancy sitting alone in one entire row, thanks, like im not miserable enough. at that point of time i wish i would just dissolve into thin air. that was during the briefing. games was alright. self entertainment. unsurprisingly, draco has the least amount of leaders. but im really looking forward to working with my ogl's. they look really friendly, harmless. stupid loser dont wanna be my aohl, i have no one to share my burdens. things have not changed. i mean the past events, ive been doing most of the sai kang on my own. go denise! ohl meeting was damn funny, the script is, omg, speechless. most of our committees have died. cuz some, sadly, retained. so yeap. most of us are handicapped. not exactly hyped up about orientation, yet. the awkwardness kille my mood. i mean a hi would be nice. fancy walking behind me like you never knew my existence. nice one. damn sad, i got no friends :(
trainings tire me out, yet i look forward to them. i wanna be as zai and steady as jiaqi, val, yy and soon. undeniably, im the weakest among the girls. when i put in power when im paddling. they are like easy paddling. haha. so im semi-determined to work hard, cuz half of me says im almost there, the other half just says i cant make it. primarily because i lost my main source of motivation, but i still have the girls and belle! so yes, those monsters/angels are pushing me as well.
random thirst for something sweet.
i really wish you would do as much and sacrifice as much for me as you did for your friends. envious.
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