Monday, November 17, 2008
9:06 AMre exams kept me pre occupied.
but realised that at the end of such a crazy and brain damaging day, i really looked forward to your once-oh-so-sweet sms-es. cuz it made everything all worth it. but those days seem to fade further and further. im losing grip.
well. i'll keep myself pre-occupied. with trainings. turning flabs to abs. looking forward to chiangmai, initially. now, im just feeling lazy. lazy to pack, lazy to get things done. just plain lazy. so many thoughts running through my head. i dont know who the hell to tell. so im bottling it all up. i do tell random people how i feel sometimes. but i dont wanna rant. im done with ranting.
well, looking forward to tomorrow. cuz its my last paper and i'll be celebrating with mini-shopping. then tire myself with training. then sleep. thats how my days are gonna be. i mean its a busy month.
just had a great time staring at my fugly legs and realised there are hell lots of bruises and what not. no i dea where i got some of them. though one obvious one is from the fall i got at pulau ubin, another was from the random bangs against chairs and another from walking into a stack of tiles. shows how listless i am. but the pain is nothing as compared to the ache in my heart. with so many things building up, my mum, money, school, results, you, what can be worse than the matters of the heart. i wanna do whatever i can to support my mum. but i feel so damn bloody useless. yet again, bottling it up inside. cuz to people im that bubbly positive girl (according to some). face it, im not. im human. i fell, cant pull myself up and just walking people pass me by, not helping me up, just stare and ask 'how are you' but not helping me up. so im left there to rot. damn, im emoing.
please dont keep those sweet nothings in your pocket, take them out and make my day, please.
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