Sunday, November 2, 2008
6:16 AM
making decisions in life is inevitable. its not an exception for me. my re exams are important. and so is my upcoming competition. but obviously my priority would be my re exams. i know my mum means well, and i know where she is coming from. but i really dont want to let go of either. i have training every single day tomorrow. but im not complaining anymore cuz i chose to be in this cca. i regretted at first but i slowly found joy in paddling, despite it being tiring. but my re exams are on 14 nov. and i haven exactly started studying yet. i really have to start mugging. cuz i wanna do well. i want to prove to those around me and myself, that i can do it. but i have to give up my trainings for it. cuz i really dont have the time. time is friggin precious. im not on the verge of breaking down. i am breaking down. i desperately want to promote. i dont want to retain cuz i know im smarter than this. i know i can complete and do well in jc in 2 years. i dont need 3 years. but i dont want to let jiaqi and ms ng down. i want to excel in canoeing too. fuck. someone please tell me what to do. god give me 48 hours a day, give me the energy. pardon me but, fuck fuck fuck. my head is spinning. someone please stop it. pw is making things worse.

mum, please just spare me the agony. please stop nagging. just stop. damn it.
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