those who know me will know that i tend to think ALOT. althoug it may seem like im not but i am. and i dont what to. thinking too much just kills too much of my brain cells which is pretty non-existent. somehow, i dont feel like schooling anymore. im no emo-ing. im just so not motivated. AT ALL! im exhausted, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually and whatever -ly there is left. funnily, im looking forward to orientation. cuz i really love the ogls. they are like awesome. but sometimes i feel damn left out. cuz im close to nobody. so i feel like some friggin extra. which i am. haa! anyway, im just in a very sian mode. VERY VERY SIAN.i swear i dont know why.