its bad luck to owe people money after new year. otherwise i will continuing owing people money the rest of the year. if this superstition is true, i'll officially declare myself bankrupt now. im broke beyond broke. i thought i was managing finaces pretty well. but hell no. i refuse to ask my mum for money for school stuff cuz i feel bad. with the house matters driving her up the wall, the last thing i wanna do is provoke her. so yeap, everything comes out from my own pocket. so im running dry now. poor pocket has a hole and i dont even know. haha. damn 2009 lah. so many things to pay and its only january. i dont want to imagine the rest of the year. so much for it being a year to be cherished. talking about that, screw my gp teacher. ANGRY! 

talking about angry! omg im friggin pissed. i cant run sundown. i want to but i cant. DAMN IT! you know why! cuz im bloody hell not 18. only a few more months away! why cant people look at the year! pissed pissed pissed. make things worst. stupid nana (im gonna call you nana) and jaymond laugh at me. when i dont think is funny lor. this year sucks big time. sigh.

alot to settle. if only we all had 30 hours a day. people always say 48 hours a day. but i think that is too long. so 30 is just nice. haha. :) this really random. i love nana from the bottom of my heart. she is like the best of the best. i dont know why im praising you althought you keep saying im a bimbo. if i really am, my "bimbo" vibes have rubbed off you. cuz you are becoming bimbotic too. haha. birds of the same feathers flock together. whatever, i love you lah.

oh about my adam and eve cold joke. the answer is: cuz adam and eve will eat the snake instead of the fruit. which is true. haha. i mean chine people eat monkey brains, fresh. of all things monkey brains. i got over the crickets, lizards and what not. but fresh, bloody monkey brain. that is something i will never try. okie, if bill gates accept me as his god-daughter than maybe i will take one small bite. so small that i cant even taste it. i mean imagine my red packet would be like millions. haha. dream on! the things i would do for money. SHIT! i dont wanna be materialistic. i just wanna be financilly stable and not be in debt. i dont want prada, gucci or whatever. im fine with cheap shit. but i need to pay off my debtors. heng they dont charge interest. otherwise i would have gone to hide in some ulu pandan part of malaysia already. okie, i was kidding about that. 

okie, i digressed from my work like too much. FOCUS! 

lastly, i dont like my CT! BOOOOOOOOOO!