Thursday, January 1, 2009
6:29 AM
this is really random. chanced upon stacia's blog and im really happy for her and andy. yes the post did give me the goosebumps but it was indeed really sweet. im sure one day i'll find a man whom i can rely on, give me hugs that will last a lifetime, pray for me, worry for me and be protective over me, never get bored talking to him, go googoogaagaa over his smile. and that song is nice. :) well, im leaving in the hands of my maker. cuz he has already chosen the one for me and i have nothing to fret about. im done making decisions on my own. cuz it has all led to disappointments and regrets. i want to be happy and i deserve to be happy. im not throwing away the memories. but im learning from them. 2008, only two people know what ive been through exactly, you and my father in heaven. its been a roller coaster ride. and i never wanna go back again. never. too painful. ive moved on, although thoughts of it still randomly run through my mind. but through my setbacks, im stronger. i really am. not to boast but im really amazed with myself and how i handle everything. i cried, no doubt. but it was through my father in heaven that i am able to stand here to today, a happier person. i owe him the biggest thank you and its great to have you back in my life. it was my biggest mistake and regret to kick you out of my life in 2008. but despite my childish ways, he never left me alone. never once. he blessed me with friends who believed in me. 

thats why this new year is really important for me. to start afresh. :) 

on another random note. im pretty excited to see how cheryl survives this year. i really do. abstaining from chocolate is not easy. when the craving sets in, cheryl you are in deep shit. haha. talking bout chocolates, my grandma just came back from australia which im really determined to go this year. i dont care with who. i just wann go cuz it sounds damn fun. okie, ive been to australia before but that was all in the past. i want to experience it all over again. anyway, back to chocolates, my grandma bought hell lots of chocolate. i got so fascinated that i layed them all out and took a picture and when i kept it all back. my grandma had somemore goodies. haha. its really alot. so if im feeling generous i can give everyone something. but oh too bad cheryl's not getting any. haha. the chocolates my grandma bought can actually be bought in singapore. but being a typical old lady, she bought one of every flavour even the ordinary milk chocolate just because it was cheap. like dirt cheap. it is only, prepare yourself, FRIGGING SGD$2!!! yes, you saw it right. haha. cheap like shit. and thats just off the shelf. when my grandma got to cadbury factory she bought evem more. cuz they were selling the rejects, i never knew they do. but there really cool flavours. like this liquoer one that i really love and breakaway which is like kit kat but even more awesome. haha. so my dinner was practically chocolate cuz there was really alot. so cheryl, how you feeling? haha! so friends, if you see me putting on weight with more pimples on my face, dont comment. 

my right eye is a little swollen. hurts like hell and i look like a freak. :( what a way to start the new year!! 
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