Wednesday, February 18, 2009
6:01 AM
i miss hanging out with the girls for lunch/dinner after training. but homework is haunting me and im always so shagged after training. i really miss you girls alot and i mean ALOT. water trainings have been horrid for me. initially i felt left out doing k1 alone with like bing-ge. but i knew its all for my own good. i really need to train more on the k1. capped like crazy today. no excuses when i capsize, but omg this is hilarious. i was trying to avoid this k1 which capped like in the middle of the lane. so both left and right there were like people sprinting. so he is stuck there. the k2 paddled past me while i was trying to saim the k1, i lost balance and i capped. before me ac k4 capped. another k2 and k1 capped right after. friggin hilarious. so the few of us were floating in the water waiting to be saved cuz we were damn far from shore. i only find it funny now. cuz at that point of time i was pissed with myself. it certainly doesnt feel good doing the sets alone and capping like a zillion times. really demoralizes me. :(

juniors were, well, interesting. no girls though. but honestly, im not surprised by that. well, its all not confirmed yet anyway. 

have been sleeping during tutorials and lectures recently. i really tried my best to stay awake. but i just doze off. todays gp period was classic. i slept right in his face. haha. but at the end of the day i still knew what he blabbered about. before today i never ever felt sleepy during econs lesson. but well, i guess im in dire need of sleep. been sleeping late and waking up early everyday. its going to be like this till A's. doing abit of revision in the morning does help. considering i dont study at home at all. anyway, morning company is like fantastic. :) 

damn sundown training. 6km everyday. which obviously i dont complete. its nt alot to run, seriously. but im just mentally too tired to run. plus daily routine. screw it. my body is aching like crazy. i miss those slacker days in secondary school. i chose this life. im not one who gives up so, im hanging on. for the sake of those who love me and for my own sake. :) mr awesome, stay awesome. you can be awesomer than this! 

i love you, nana. 

fall back on whatever.
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