okie back to reality. ive got a open book test tomorrow. seeing kuek studying for it throughout todays orientation really did scare and shock me. so im feeling kinda kan chiong about it. cuz i dont wanna fail! failing lit is like very insulting to me. cuz to me its a subject in which i can actually do well. so im studying too but definitely way way way less than kuek. ive got alot to catch up on and i really hate blue-orange. but its A levels and i know what gotta do. consultations after consultations but long study hours, HERE I COME! 

i can feel the tiredness setting in. cuz im getting realy peeeved by my cousin. i feel like taping her mouth up and tying her to the chair. its just one of the nghts where i get annoyed really easily by redundant noises. example, my friggin annoying cousin who oughts to shot right now!! its time to head to bed. OH AND ONE MORE THING IM REALLY PROUD OF IS, MY SEXY VOICE! three cheers to that man! and ohls (nana, jay, john, fei-de), despite all the bullying in school and outside school, you guys were no doubt awesome. :) a zillion cheers to you big bullies. haha. kidding.