today was demoralizing. so much to improve on. just 2 to focus on and yet i cant perfect it. damn :(

spent the night without any form of entertainment except foc. so i was kinda forced to read. im not used to my new bed yet. i prefer the old mattress and pillow and bolster. cuz somehow they are all 'seasoned' already. so they are not so hard and got my smell! haa. not exactly in the mood to crap. cuz ive got lots to catch up on. i have 3 tests to face on monday. although i dont want to fail any of them. i somehow think i will. :( 

was browsing through the courses i can take uni, which hopefully im smart enough to go to. none of which im interested in yet. but, i narrowed down my choices. then again, ultimately no matter what i want or choose, its my result that defines my fate. 

okie, i need to rant at someone. like real badly.