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![]() ![]() so i got back my results for history, gp and chemistry. needless to say i got a U for chem. and 2A03 is the last of all the H1s. and damn, im the only breathing soul in 2A03 that takes H1 chem. BLOODY HELL! i was deeply embarrassed although i already expected to get a U. at least i did better than puppy face. HAA! history did not came as a shock either. i mean i didn't even attempt 1 out of the 2 essays i HAD TO do. so obviously, i screwed that up already. gp was really disappointing. i passed but it was just not what i expected. i improved from the previous time but its still not where i wanna be. have yet to get back econs and lit which i am totally dreading. im not looking forward to receiving back my results for either. im afraid, i truly am. im panicking, im worried, im feeling this gush of emotions. i know i should be studying hard at this point of time already. at the same time i should be training really hard for nationals. but im doing neither. im sick and tired of working my ass off and come home slouched on the sofa and never wanting to get up. even feeling really lazy to shower. its times like when quitting seems like the next best alternative. but im not one who gives up and proves others right that i cant juggle, i cant excel, and that i suck. truth is, i dont and im hanging on. for those who believe in me and for myself. gossiping is just the second nature of all girls. and im truly shocked that faith knows so much. haha. so i ranted and melanie and faith today. i feel so bitchy. but its normal especially when sssh is around. i think, no scratch that, CANOEING GIRLS ARE JUST SO FRIGGIN AWESOME! so screw the other cca's that think they are the best, cuz to me, sr canoeing team 08/09 is just the cream of the crop and the best among the rest no matter what others say. i really love the girls, damn, am i lesbian, splitting my love between 5 girls and one of which is attached already and another nearly a decade older than us. HAAAA!! (: unbreakable, unmistakable, irreplaceable. |
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