best part of yesterday was being at b&j's at dempsey hill. just sat there and stone. listen to melissa's singing and laugh at james. but despite the nice ambience, i was in a horrible mood. and that bitch is so annoying, i was so close to slapping her. keep squeezing behind me and sorry but she ain't that small. bad day, part 1.

came in third for mr500. did better than i expected but deep down inside i was disappointed. wanted to get into finals and make belle and the team proud. but i failed. you can say i gave and did my best, but if my best is just a third. then im a real big fat loser. went to tp to find drus, which she could tell that i was out of sorts. but nonetheless i enjoy just talking and waking with her. headed to town thereafter. i always say i hate being alone, but sadly i always am. :( skipped dinner cuz i have no appetitie. bad day, part 2.

i hate feeling like crap for a span of two days. 

earth hour today. 30 minutes more. at least im trying my best to save the earth which is dying in 34890754573867 days time. haha. 

another thing that adds to my collection of bad stuff that has been happening, my beloved eugene chia is so different. ocs killed him. i miss the old you.