went to to paddle today. things are really different. i know its not easy, but seriously, put your heart and soul to it, its easy peasy lemon squeezy. hardest part is facing the fear of capsizing during a competition. i may come in last but at least i finished the race and gave it my best. cuz capsizing is a wasted chance. it does not prove that i suck though. cuz i know i dont. none of the seniors suck. i just wish the juniors had more sense of urgency and more initiative. im confident things will be different when i go back to paddle again. this time a better kind of different. SO LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY! :)

tan should start realising that im not as smart as she think that i am and start quizzing me randomly during tutorials. cuz today, although not targetted at me, made me nearly wet my pants (OF COURSE NOT, just saying metaphorically). tan, would be the only teacher i want to work hard for. she deserves an award. but then again she looks so happy and satisfied the way she is now. haa. and its clear that my two beloved friends cannot focus and sit and read their lecture book. they are like uncontrollable kids, forever so hyped up. worried for them yet i know they know what to do. SO LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY! :)

i ate the leftovers of dinner today with a serving spoon. and damn, my mouth was aching. cuz the spoon was to big and i overestimated the size of my mouth.