Thursday, April 9, 2009
10:22 PM
i thought training was good today. but it was during dry paddling that i realised the imprtance of sitting in front. and honestly in scares me. i dont wanna let vall, yy and soon down. i dont want to let belle down. i really wanted to give it my all, but at that spur of the moment, my brain and body just shut down and i broke down. for now, i putting my studies on hold so that i can give my 100% in canoeing. as much as i may whine and complain about trainings, but i know im serious during trainings, i really give in my all. but im starting to be really disappointed in myself. jack of all trades master of none. now even my studies are at stake, and thats why i cant put it aside, i have to juggle everything all together. but its the path that i chose for myself, im not going to give up. once in a while i allow myself to cry, but it wont be often, cuz crying is a sign of weakness. i dont want people to perceive me as a weakling. cuz i know im not. im going to prove to myself that i can be who i desire to be. that awesome canoeist that can juggle both trainings and study. i wanna be like student X. :) 

ANYWAYS, hate taking the bus when im rushing for time. its times like that that i would curse and swear at the person who alights or boards the bus at every stop. feel like killing the bus driver and everyone on the bus so i can take over the wheel and just drive to MY destination. goodness, how selfish of me. but i was seriously rushing for time okie! i left mac later than i planned to and only reached home at 1905. when i was suppose to be at nlb at latest 1930 to collect my ticket. but anyway the played started only at 2000, so i busied myself by messaging all my friends whom i know was going to collect my ticket first. haa. cabbed down and omg, was the cab fare expensive. gotta starve for the weekend already! made it there by 1950. phew! i hate rushing, i prefer taking my own sweet time. the again who doesnt. 

IMPORTANCE OF BEING EARNEST WAS THE BOMB (AND AS SOON PUT IT THE SEX. HAA!) well, was truly impressed by the all male cast. but truly annoyed by the j1s behind. giggling like there was no tomorrow. but come to think of it, i bet i was like this the last time too. coming back to the play, my favourite character was the servant, haha. i thought he was really funny. though he did not play a very significant role but i thought his appearances at the wrong time, the comments he made was hilarious. especially the one in town, the country side was cute too. :) and the male playing cecily was damn good looking his blue eyes was really, i must say, attractive. haha. after the play, went for prata. i died of  lethargy shortly after. 

im sorry i missed morning trainings, i'll see you girls a few hours time, YES! 

what we should, could have been.

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