i usually like it when in rains. but today, is just not a good day. hope tomorrow will be better. will be making an attempt to study longer than usual tomorrow. i dread weekends now. i miss school. at this rate, wonder how i will survive after i graduate. not that i miss school as in lessons. i miss school as in friends. seriously, they are the reason why im even waking up so early in the morning. screw education. im disturbed by the fact that even a degree is no longer enough to get me good job to last me till my ripe old age. i will need a doctorate to excel. before i even think so far, i dont even know what to major in, what i want to be in the future. im still taking one step at a time, risky but ive really yet to derive to a conclusion. facebook quizzes will not answer my questions, its all bullcrap. haa. so, im going to dedicate a day to do my research for the future. im crossing my fingers that it will a great motivation to me. (: 

im really satisfied with my house. the few who ever stepped into my house said it was nice. but then again which idiot would say that the house is ugy, even if it was true. haha. mum's been bugging me to have house warming party, invite all my friends. but honestly, im lazy and too busy to think about such stuff. 

OMG! MY MUM IS 'AWESOME'!