having a headache ever since i slept with my wet head. i think its just psychological. but nonetheless, it still hurts and cant stop spinning. taking a break from my revision. not bad, i must say. i guess the last-minuteness in me will never go away. some say its a habit, i say its a sickness, a syndrome. im missing the ogl days, im missing trainings, im missing my tapioca cake, im missing sherlene soon shu han, im missing sally poh who is down with swine flu (not!), im missing you, you and YOU! its so evil that we cant have everything we want, and we cant have everything our way. but i guess sometimes, its blessing in disguise. good things are worth the wait. thing is, ive been waiting pretty long. dont mean to question the almighty. after the series of unfortunate events in my life, things are starting to pick up slightly. thank god for family and friends. although sometimes they are the root cause of my misery. glad ive grown out of it. it doesnt hurt as much to talk about it as it used to be one or two years ago. when i was still overly emotional and sensitive over the issue. now, i look back and learn from their mistakes. like i said, life is never a bed of roses. but its up to me whether i want to live a life of pain or a life of happiness and look at everything from a positive angle. :) omg, i talk way to much. senseless chatter.

i really know what my occupation is gonna be. hmmmm.