Saturday, May 9, 2009
1:25 AM
im extremely unfocused today. collated my messy notes online but i consider that as redundant work cuz i didnt even read them. sigh. im really sick and tired of trying. i wont say im trying damn bloody hard. fact is, im far from mugging and chioging. im just really tired of all these studying. cuz i dont know what im doing it for. no goals, no aim, nothing. time i sat down and think wha i wanna do and be. enough of procrastination. like some wise woman said, ts time i pull up my socks and prove others wrong. but i guess i gotta start with myself. prove to me that i can actually succeed. ahhh, whatever. study lah.

before i burn my brains. my mum started talking to her plants today. i guess its a sign of old age. haha. so with whatever was left of my sanity, i joined her. i starting naming them! the one outside the house is momo. the one in the living room is chace. the one in the kitchen is sky. the one is the master room is undecided for the moment. my random hunger pangs drove me to get my ass downstairs and i bought hell lots of snacks!! i bought marshmellow and started bbq-ing it by the stove. haha. the dumb things i do sometimes makes me wonder if im normal. haha. i cant wait for dinner cuz we're having my all-time favourite cheesy potato!! okie like what the hell is that right. okie its a family thing and i came up with the name when i was in primary school and it has been the same ever since. haha. only a few friends have tried it and they all say its awesome!! and i love it. even the word awesome seems to be an understatement to me. i cant wait for mids to be over cuz im going to throw a awesome party. not because its at my place but its cuz of the awesome company! i hope the party would not fail on me though. have never exactly thrown a party before. and also, im crossing my fingers that the k5 and niang would be able to go on a short holiday. location is set but date and further confirmation is not made. plus, there will be canoe camp. with soon as the planner, im rest assured that it would be nothing but fantastic. she's good at all the crap. im just good at being there, i guess. haha. not forgetting, much more mugging when all these are over :( 

sudden realisation that im going to run 42 km in 21 days!! im so so screwed. its gonna be a long long long long walk. haha.

im starting with the man i the mirror.

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