im exhausted. im drained. was reminded of my time in aceh and east timor last night. the simplicity of the lifestyle. just make me think why is it so hard to be satisfied, im not even talking about happy, in singapore. when the kids there get so excited over stickers that are worthless in my sight. i guess its not right to compare. but i love the simple life there. the hectic lifestyle here, i cannot take. its killing me and chewing me up. i emphasize once again, i dont know why im working so hard for. someone, please enlighten me. 

i think my plan for tomorrow is awesome. :) i dont expect great results from mid. wont be surprised if i fail. but watch out, i will shock each and everyone of you in my a level results, in a good way of course. i will press on and continue to work hard. i love my new hang out although alphy hates it. i really find it conducive and not to mention convenient. BUT, im keeping my fingers crossed that i do not spend so much tomorrow. i will control my appetite and my tendency to buy redundant stuff. i need to SAVE SAVE SAVE!